Well, I think I can officially be called an idiot. Why you ask? well I brought home two more very ill kittens. One of the shelter's foster moms has been coming in with her cat and three kittens. The cat was very very ill and was unable to care for her kittens. One of them died last night, and the foster mother was unwilling to tube feed them every three hours, so they gave them to me. So what did I do? I took them. A little solid black, and a black tiger. The little solid black kitty does not seem to want to live any more. I have to stimulate him a lot to get any sort of response. its heart breaking. Right now they are in my bathroom on a blanket on a heating pad with the shower going. They are gasping for every breath. *sigh* Im an idiot.